Tomorrow is a Sunday and as every Sunday does it too begets a new start.. a few new promises.. old ones reiterated again and life moves on….
well straight off the block the laziness monster seems to have hit me again and this week has been one hell of a ride… don't even remember most of the stuff that happened this week but it was good.. for growing for life and everything in between….
You know that is one of the things i have noticed consistently through out time i, that a few things might affect us terribly for a couple of hours or even days but then a week down the line or maybe 2 at max everything peters put nothing seems to matter and a growing realization hits me that the only way to keep these memories close to be able to truly grow from them is to write about them.. if not directly like this then indirectly in the form of a poem a story or anything else will do… just don’t let them fade away cause it is going to be one of the worst things you could be doing to yourself.. for example the fight that i had with my best friend a couple of days back or the confusion i am under right now it all matters it all helps us grow up and it all makes a difference to who we are as people and i know that lots of people would say that the unconscious mind sees and remembers all but i think if we just give our conscious mind an opportunity to refer back to a time it will work in tandem with the unconscious and make us greatly enhanced as human beings if nothing more…
that’s why one of my goals this week is to start blogging a lot more… expressing stuff as and when it happens… not holding back for nothing more than to have a reference point good or bad from which to grow….
often one of the reasons holding me back is the feeling that if the person i am going to talk about happens to read my blog then they might feel bad or hurt and now while i agree that my commentaries over here will have to be tempered what i also say is that this is my space my little eden in this chaotic world and its my life here…. so let me be.. imbibe it in the spirit i meant it and don’t let political correctness creep in here too because it may do more damage than good….
OK now moving on to other things, i measured my weight today and was glad to see the scales finally start to dip in the reverse direction it was 76.26 Kgs :D :D
That really made me glad but i wonder where the weight is going because i never really can feel my stomach go in but the weight still drops so my guess is that it will only work if i start working out so hence sit ups here i come again… i really hope that by the end of today before i am knocked out by the sleep monster i have started the regimen again….
Started studying PDC (Process Dynamics and control) today and really like the fact that because i was paying attention i was able to recall most of it and i hope it only gets better from here on forth….
really have to start studying for CAT 2010 though and with all the effort my roomies putting in its got me a lil scared,….
alright my fingers are getting a lil tired :P so see you all later or tomorrow if my promise holds…
Siaonara!!!
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